"But still, it is much better than living in some box shaped apartment with psychoes for neighbors, or sharing garbage bins with several other tennents. Nope, apartment living sucks!"
All things Ken

These words he speaks are true.

Fuck. Still packing. Still moving. Still being sued.

misunderstood genius remains so

"I like the sound of scissors cutting. I like the sound of water and I like the sound of trees in the wind."

- Cat Power

According to noted psychotherapist Dr. Howard Blum, Riesman suffers from a condition known as Chronic Unfulfilled Desire Syndrome, which affects a person's ability to let go of childhood fixations and embrace maturity.

"Some people are never able to overcome CUDS—it can't be medicated," Blum said. "The only thing an afflicted individual can do is try to curb those youthful desires while still in their twenties and pray they aren't still pursuing them at 45. There's nothing sadder than a middle-aged Pez-dispenser collector."

I've decided that with some of the crazy things that have been happening in my life that I need to do something drastic. My life has become of late very busy. I've never really lived a busy life, I'm lazy by nature, just ask my Dad. But with my job becoming a career that deserves and requires extra effort and my home life suddenly turned upside down, I need to find extra time and energy. Everyone else always complains about how busy they are and I never fully understood. I've never been too busy to sit down and drink beer and watch tv. But now I understand them and I'm just as busy as they are. But I still want to sit down and drink beer and watch television. So I need extra energy and effort to get all this crap done and still have that time to relax. Or at least try and relax. So I'm going to do something drastic. I'm going to take drugs. Yes, I am going to take drugs so that I can keep up with this hectic new lifestyle. In fact, I think I better indulge right now, as it's friday afternoon and I'm slowing down. And the weekend is going to be even more physical effort. So I'm going to do something I haven't done since I was a crazy hopped up kid in my twenties. I'm gonna do drugs. I need to. I have to. There is no other option. It's the only way I can help myself, by medicating myself. I don't want to do it, I've been clean for so many years now. I only hope it doesn't become such an addiction again. But I must. I'm going to go do it right now, before I change my mind. I'm going to have a coffee.

I hate that it came to this.

"Gay men will have tons of sex with tons of people, and straight men would if they could but they can't because women won't."

-Dan Savage

", I, in unyielding nonchalance, articulated,"

Partial Quote from: Do It For the Experience

Me having to move back into the one bedroom is like:

Ken moving back to Regina.

Kevin moving back to Regina.

Dickey moving back to Winnipeg.

Tony moving back to California.

Due to legal reasons and the fact that it's a leaky condo we are being forced to sell our 2 bedroom at a loss and move into the 1 bedroom (which is still under repair and way too small for us).

This is going to suck. A lot.

We lose money and have to live in a small leaky apartment for the next few years.

And there is someone to blame. Which makes it only easier to be angry.

Bright side is that is has a great patio.

oh well.

change sucks.

LIFE FUCKING SUCKS.

We've got to move from the 2 bedroom into the 1 bedroom apartment. Which is a leaky condo 1 bedroom.

We've got to sell the 2 bedroom apartment, which we love.

FUCK!

i hate moving